Eight months is great! I am sorry you are having problems with your t right now. Is it something you can talk to them about? If not can you write it down and hand it to them? Even if you don't give it to them sometimes just writing it helps. There is a great post here that gives other ways to cope when things seem bleak. Do your best and I hope that you and your t can work things out soon. Take care of yourself you deserve it.