((((((((((miss A)))))))))))))) I sooooo wish your parents could be there for you the way you need them to be!!!! You are worthy, good enough, and deserve it. Yes, you do.
I hope you choose to go on with your dreams or get some dreams to go after and grow in spite of your parents.
If you should ever leave home, please!!! please!!! have a plan in place that will help keep you safe before you do!!!!! There are way too many not so good (wolves in sheep clothing) and down right evil ppl in the world that can smell vulnerable, lost, broken, down hearted, abused children/teens in a split second. I left home at 14 without a plan and with all of the above markers. I may as well have put on a sign saying here I am come get me. Didn't need too is the sad part.
Hang in there and do something nice for you (((((((((((((miss A)))))))))).
I'm glad you are able to have your teddy with you. I had to grow up to get mine LOL!!!
love them love them and all them we have
mlyn/larks