omg Deli that is not really what you need for a first session back. I dont know what is going through austin T head he is sounding like he could use some Therapy himself.
How does austin T expect you to have more balance and be around people your age if he isn't going to support to through it. You don't sound that dependent to me? Do you feel dependent?

anyway if you want you can pm me. We are all here for you and will support you through the decision