I am only 19 and was in a relationship with a 32 year old for 13 months and I just ended it but I am still in love with him and I just wanted to say that. He emailed me a few times before I blocked all his email and then he made a new account and emailed me and I check 50 times a day for another one because I miss him so much but he wasn't that nice afterall but I still miss him and I cry all the time because I feel so alone without him. We were together all the time and if he didn't have such problems I think it could've worked. He has lived at home with his mother his entire life and only has a GED and one year of college and has been unemployed for the past 8 months. I went to a presigious high school and, after a year off, am attending college full time. When he was unemployed, I was working for a little bit until I quit my job. he is not a compassionate person and he was alwyas so scared to make plans and to let me make plans because he felt controlled but I wasn't controlling him and it's not my fault that his father beat him and he was selfish and I gave him so much and he left me with a broken heart