I know what you mean Septum about wanting the passion and energy to get excited about life. I used to have all that in spades and grief the loss. I hope some laughter provides good medicine for you. Reminds me of a favourite quote: Don't just weather the storm but learn to dance in the rain. Suggests some value to keeping it light. When life has us by the short hairs it is tough to keep it light yet life keeps showing us the value.

Wishing you well and it is nice to see you posting. Take good care.