And now my heart is beating so hard I feel like I'm going to explode, I'm going into a full blown panic attack and he's out of the office until tonight (he's going to call me from when he gets home).
I was so scared to call and now I am sick for actually calling him. I feel like he's going to be disgusted with me and pissed that I cannot seem to handle any medicine he puts me on.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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