hi koko,
i am also new here and so far it's been great support. If you feel you have been wrongly diagnosed, a second opinion won't hurt. I am diagnosed bipolar and i've never been hospitalized or "in trouble"....His refusal to work with you kind of comes off as unprofessional and pompous as if you don't know what you are feeling. My p doc constantly tells me "i'm not gonna give up on you" That's the kind of support I feel like all of us need. Someone in our corner...it's their job!! Hang in there...