Hi PFM,
I'm sorry that you're going through such a difficult time. Is there a walk-in clinic where you could go to? I've been to those in emergencies when Pdocs weren't affordable or available. You will have to wait a long time ( I waited for 8 hours) & may not even be seen, so I recommend that you make an appt. if possible. It appears that you're in a bad manic state due to the stress you're experiencing, & you need to get your meds adjusted.
Good luck.