Thanks, you all are right. My pdoc is also my t and he's a really nice man. I can hear him in my head (that's not a sign I'm crazy, is it?) telling me that its ok to call him when I need to. But for some reason it still scares me to death. I am so anxious right now my head is still pounding and I'm all a flutter worrying about his call. I'm also nervous because this is the first time I am going to straight up ask him to put me on a particular drug (topamax).

I will get back on after he calls and update everyone. Thanks for your wonderful care and concern, it helps me to feel much better.