Thank you so much for the support. Today my ex officially ended the fight to try and get me back. My mind knows that I didn't want him back, but somehow I found comfort in knowing if I ever changed my mind he would be there.

I don't know why I am taking this so badly because we have been separated for over four months. I have been trying to keep busy but some days I feel the void more strongly. My life is virtually unrecognizable to me right now and I just don't know how it happened. Please tell me things get better....