I ended up having a very good phone conversation with this person and one of their colleagues. I put myself into the frame of mind that I was reconnecting with two dear friends with whom I had not spoken in a long time. I also encouraged myself to be "authentic". In other words, to not try to be too business-like but let my personality come out. The result was a very agreeable conversation. They said they would support my restarting the company.

There was one issue that came up that seems resolvable but until we work it out, we can't move forward. The issue is somewhat out of my hands, so a bit frustrating. It also involves a third person, who has worked behind my back. I can't discuss details but it is a bit infuriating that someone else would try to take away my opportunity to which I have devoted the last 5 years of my life.

My former colleagues are supposed to take a next step, which should happen in the next couple of days. Once this step happens, then we are off to the races. I try not to get nervous but until they take this next step, it's just words. I am trying not to get too anxious about this but there is so much at stake for me that I almost can't help getting nervous. I find myself checking email every 2 minutes to see if they have responded.

I am going to take the attitude that they will keep their word and move forward.