((((((((((((((((((( KD )))))))))))))))))) Love Ya too.

I feel like my head is going 90 mph and I can't keep up with it. For a few days I felt pretty good and pretty normal. Had energy to actually got some work done, but now I can't keep track of anything I'm doing. Feeling a little worse then I did in Jan. I told T then I was so great and I couldn't sit for a few of our sessions. That's when he said we were manic after watching us jump around his office a few sessions after being so depression we laid on the couch and were very "s". Feel like I have to do this and do that and go here and there. Last night I drove to Nashville because I wanted chilli. Got lots of plans and I need to go shopping. And ppl just make me so mad. Get so frustrated with everyone. Hard to be honest with T cause one scared and 2 embarrassed. With a strong family history of BP and Schizophrenia scared to ever say anything. hmmm hmm ok, lost from where i'm at. sorries monty