I wish I could go to the hospital. I've tried before. They don't have a psych ward and they just treated me like I had leprosy or something. It wasn't a pleasant experience at all. I am extremely distressed my pdoc didn't return my call. Knowing myself, I won't be able to call him back and now if he does call I'll be flustered and not say what I wanted to say in the first place.

Man, this has been a hard day.