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Hi e1,
My name is Aly. Im 30 years old,and have PTSD,Chronic Depression and anxiety,and Multiple Sclerosis (MS).
I love my boyfriend very much,and my 2 kitties also. I am part of a paranormal team in SW Missouri,and have been picked to help produce a new up coming TV serise ( cant disclose title,or network station at this time).
Everything seems perfect,other than one area in my life. I have just recently lost my 2 children to their father. I have no rights at all. The full story is on the PTSD page of PC. To get the full aspect of my depression you can read the full story that is titled "I dont know where to turn" on the PTSD.
I am on 150 mg of effexor XR,and zanax for anxiety. Trazodone which I cant take cause it makes me feel like crap all day.
On extensive theropy (sp?) sessions for over 2 months.
But I still cant seem to get out of this deep dark place.
I still cry most of the time,and cant sleep through the night. Im finally eating better. Thank god!!
Could it be that my antidepressant isnt working well? Do I need to talk to my Dr about changing the meds?
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