(((((((((((((sj))))))))))))))))
that would hurt.

i'm sorry that happened. i've felt as you're feeling.
also, i would like to apologize to you. i feel that i've let you down. i'm just coming out of a really, really hard and dark time and feel i've left alot of people not knowing how much they mean to me...you are one of them. you are cared for.
be safe,
kd