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Originally Posted by Pomegranate
Have you tried your school's nurse or med clinic? Or telling your dad how bad your feeling and asking him to pay for your meds? Or finding the city or county medical clinic and getting an appointment - it will take several months - but they will often charge on a sliding scale and give you meds for free.
I respect my mind and body's call for down time when I'm depressed. If that what makes you feel better and not worse. Some people get more depressed by isolating, some of us are helped by it. No one thing is right for everyone. Keeping posting here if it helps you. We are here to support you and listen.
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No, I haven't sought out anything in school yet. I'm only brave enough to post on here and anonymously right now because of my negative experience with billing disasters and medicine.
I'd like for my job to give me more hours or to have some actual assignment to concentrate on in school, because as of right now it's just the first 2 weeks and it's mostly reading and note-taking. I'm hardly motivated enough to get to class and when I do go I'm late and exhausted from the walk.
Eating alone this evening made me feel even more pathetic than usual. I used to be alright with doing things solo, but this week it's just too much--I feel like everyone can see right through my skin and into how worthless I feel.
To top my dinner off I had this girl from my town send me nasty messages concerning some really immature drama from like 2 years ago. I tried to remain mature about it through messages but in reality I'm a nervous wreck and seeing her name in my inbox takes me at least an hour to calm down from before I can bare to read it.