I dreamt last night that one of my friends (who had a baby a couple of months ago) got pregnant again straight away after having her little boy (Mateo), and to the surprise of everybody she had triplets (2 boys and a girl). She hadn't thought of enough names, so she went away to decide on names for them.

Everyone was celebrating the birth of these 3 wonderful babies at the church i used to go to when i was a child, and my friends family were there... Her dad came to speak to me and told me something awful had happened, and that i should go to find my friend asap!

When i found her again she was crying and told me that they had all died one after the other.

After trying to comfort her, she was still distraught, so i offered to take care of Mateo for a few days until she felt up to it.

I took Mateo, and me and my family set off on our way home. When we got to the train station, i realised i hadn't been given any bottles, milk, food, or anything to take care of Mateo and he was starting to get hungry, so my family were running around trying to get things together so that we could feed him.


It was really quite a nice dream once it was just me, my family and the baby. I can't deny that i'm feeling the call of motherhood. I'm just worried about the dying babies part..... I really hope it's not any kind of premonition, i'd hate to see any of my friends go through that..... Argh, that's really upset me now.