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I'm not sure about being influenced by my pieces inside. Seems/ feels like I'm very distant from them right now. Like I can't reach them. My mind is racing so fast I can't reach or communicate with them in any way. Not sure if it's just so triggering are now this is a way I'm dealing with it??? A few days ago when I felt "normal", it felt like I was a whole person and this is the way I was meant to be. But then my head just felt like it just started racing and I can't slow down and stop and think. Feels good but bad at the same time.