When they describe bipolar why do they say "it's a rollercoaster"? I was just at webmd and they say it's euphoria, depression and just said mixed states are both of these. Umm..... This is not how I feel- overly happy or overly sad. Where are the depersonalizations, the unstable emotional states where you aren't sure what emotion you'rehaving? The buzzing constant anxiety or the inability to sleep but without doing a million things? They mention psychosis but why not explain it? Why the severe internal anxiety/restlessness and the fact that the meds then swing you the opposite diectuon so you can't function because you're sleeping? What about wanting to punch strangers in the face when manic? Is that a happy feeling???