My son ended up having trouble with homework yesterday and although I knew he would get through it, I texted this friend and told her that he was having a homework meltdown and that we would have to stay in so that he could get his work done.

Now I am paranoid and feeling like she might read this...

By the way, having people at my house is even worse... Strangely, I can have people over sometimes, but only if my husband is home too. The only one I can have over one on one is my best friend who I have known since Junior High school and we even lived together when I separated from my husband.

We are serving cake for my son's birthday this Sunday and I am freaking out a lot about having the people over. I usually just put up walls and let my husband do all the socializing. I just sit quietly and seem occupied with the kids and prepping the food.