Thank you so much! It means so much that you are willing to share your experience and pain. It's funny because I go for long periods of time without crying. I think of him daily, as I have for 10 years, it's a habit. But things like seeing a picture just make the tears flow and the anger and sadness. I do not speak to a therapist, I am normally ok, but when it hits me, it hits me hard. Thank you again for your caring.