There are some weeks that seem to go by so quickly. And then there are other weeks that seem to be so slow. Last week was a slow one because of my anxiety of seeing T. I'm afraid that this one is going to be a slow one too. We were talking about some stuff and getting into some stuff that I hadn't dealt with before. But now I want to be back there. In session. Not necessarily talking about it again. But I want to feel safe. I want to curl up in my chair with my stuffed animal and just sit there with her sitting across from me. I just want to listen to her talk about things that are inconsequential. Her voice is soothing. I don't want to have to wait another week. It just seems too far away. It's like bad things can't happen there. I just want to feel safe. Does anyone understand?