I generally feel low,my anxiety/panic attacks are bad.And flashbacks.
On top of that I've agreed to give up my lovely home to go into residentual care
I'm scared of that.
I have so many thoughts in my head.I hate myself.i hate that i cant do normal things.I'm a freak.I've been struggling to accept how serrious things can get but i've finally agreed to go into care.I feel like a disater and i feel like im going to have a breakdown.