So I was listening to the two radio talk hosts talking and all of a sudden they brought up postpartum depression. one guy was all educational about it and the other was cracking jokes at the subject, calling people like ME "raving lunatic *****"(es). It wouldn't have hurt so bad except BF TURNED IT UP AND LAUGHED AT THE JOKES. He knows what I'm going through and he knew he was laughing at jokes made about people like me when he knows how bad im hurting.

im not doing okay at ALL right now.