Okay.... will keep that echoing in my head. I did good. Yes... that is empowering.

Been pushing myself to do small things today. Following a to do list so that I don't have to think between activities. Resting in faith that somehow things will work out no matter what it looks like or how I feel.

Made an appointment to see my GP to review my lab results. It took 2 tries because I was upset the first time when she said I would have to wait 3 weeks and I said forget it just get him to look at the results and if everything is fine let me know when I can pick up a new script. After I settled down I called back to book an appointment because I need to be honest with myself and admit I need his help. I will just have to stop myself from thinking too much about it in advance. Keep it in perspective.

Thanks again for checking in with me. It seems so easy to feel alone and invisible these days.

Wishing you well.