Lets keep the dialog open & keep exchanging ideas. Did my time, no problem. My whole entire issue was the extra time I did with no known release date without the proper meds. My attorney had closed my case thinking I had gotten out. I have no family in the city I lived in. I had a 19 year old cat at home who was getting really hungry. My friends all had cell phones that did not take collect calls. My atty did not even take collect calls. Do you know what it feels like to suddenly be taken off your meds for 11 days? Do you know what it is like to come home to a starved cat? Do you know what it feels like to fight to stay free when your mother does not understand bipolar & wants to put you away? I did not serve my country to be treated this way. I only want the same rights you have. I have never opened up this much before. A simple hug would have worked.