Hi Exoticflower. Thank you for sharing you dream with me (us). I think the stain was a very important part of the dream! Maybe it means that all that personal (boundry crossing) with your T sounds nice and you would like to try it but down deep in side you know it can be damaging or hurting. I do not know what it means but I am definitely going to think about it. I am saving all non drop dead gorgeous Ts for my dreams but I am willing to share!

Thank you for sharing some of this with your T. Does she know you chat here? I am going to play it by ear for now. I am going to try to be very aware of how church feels and how therapy feels. I am going to try to bring up any concerns I have. If that is difficult for me I will write it down. It is not only my side I am worried about though I feel I have the most to risk. I have no idea how she will feel treating me after a while. What if she ends up have a difficult time with it. I wonder how it will be from her point of view? Time will tell.

Xtree