I'm feeling ok slightly blue to certain things. But was out and about today which is not normal for me bcz the anxiety. I'm not really happy. I have had a good day. Yet still don't feel good. Almost numb. Can't cry. *sigh* can't really smile. I'm back in my room as I have been all week while I'm at home. I've gone to work and made it through the days without crying. Last night though I cldnt stop the tears. Today I cleaned I felt energized. And I don't anymore I feel...I feel...I'm not sure how I feel. *sigh* I guess it cld be worse