(((((kebsfroggy)))))
Is you pdoc talking to you about changing meds or dosage? I'm so sorry you feel this way. I have been there. I agree with Byz. It is about finding something that makes it worthwhile for you. Living for someone else isn't the answer. You have to live for yourself. Can you think of something to look forward to in your future? Some activity you have planned. That is how I get through my dark periods.