well, i'm coming back slowly. thing is, after these last few weeks, parts of me are so alive. it seems like things are way different and active now. i think there are new agreements and trusts inside.

yesterday and today both i got breaks from the baby. yesterday me and a child read a disney book together and went out in the rain in the back yard! i can't believe i gave into that one! lol.

well, today i was told that she wanted the etching things at the craft store. i went and bought four and one is almost done (it's of two owls)! i've never, for a long time, felt so peaceful and serene. she shared all of the time with me except for the HOURS of etching...i don't remember that. it's like we were hand in hand for almost two days.

yep, things are happening here. i think the worst is over and hoping that i'll have more delight like that last couple of days. this child, shelley, is a delight to have close...and she shares with me...happy stuff.

love,

kd