((((((Thank-You)))))))) Emily, ButterFlyLady, and Sky for the advise and replys and support. Sorry it took me so long to reply. I had Therapy today after T beign away on Vacation and my Symptoms on all levels have been high. I obsess on one thing and at the moment to me it is so very intense in my mind.

The pain is always here and it is better today, and the websites and the advise I will check into and try. I am trying not to do this feeling so intense on one thing that gets 'stuck' in my head and on mind and with the pain when I get 'stuck' obsessing on the pain itself I only end up making it worse, as I am not thinking of anything else but the pain and my stubborn nature of 'fixing' things myself, or making them go away as I do with my mind. I have poor memory from not always being 'here' in this time frame of here and now.

I do Thank You, and am working on doing the best I can do with what is available to me. Thanks Again- Chris