I know EXACTLY how you feel Forgotten. I bought my first car when I was 18 and have always had my own car. When I moved to Norway I didn't have a car that I had access to until this summer. It was an incredibly hard adjustment and one I was not happy making but in time I found other ways. A car does give you more freedom. I am glad you will have a vehicle to use. That is important.

I still don't own my own car and living in Norway I probably never will because of the expense. That's still hard to swallow but I know it will be ok. I've found ways around it. I took the bus for the first time in my life here.

Hugs, hon, the loss seems great now but it will get better and you will adjust.
Big hugs,
Heidu

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.- Alexander Graham Bell