Thanks Dark runner for caring, I do not mind at all. I think it is an important issue for me and anyone else who is considering they would like a relationship with their T outside the office in a "dual relationship" or as friends. I think it is important to remember that this situation started off innocent and then it turned into something neither one of us expected. So now the question is how to handle it. I am receiving feedback from many different perspective which is GREAT!

In my question below I was wondering what if she has an issue treating me in therapy as we continue in this kind of relationship? I have received tons of feedback here on how I may feel but what if she has some unforeseen problems with it?

I do not think it is fair to have this conversation without a little back ground information. i not only have a difficult time opening up in therapy but I have a hard time just talking. I get scared waiting in the lobby, my heart races, not to the level of a panic attack but enough to shut down. After almost 2 years I never accepted the "one sided relationship". So this transparency all started in an effort to make me feel more comfortable. In the meantime I believe she grew an attachment for me. I know she likes me, which is wonderful because I like her very much too.

I told her in our last session that I have a lot at risk and she said she did too. I am not sure what she meant? What big risks would she have? This is only the beginning for me, us. It is new territory for her as well.

Thanks again!!
Xree