Thanks for all your good advice.

I'm not sure I can make you understand. I'm a frog of little brain. Actually you could say I'm a frog before and a frog after. The life I had before 2005 and the person who walked through the door of her home one day and had no idea who I was or why I was there.

How do I explain, everything was gone.

I recognized the people but could not remember their name. I knew I was in what was called my home but knew where nothing was. My routine for months was wake up, take pills, watch tv (later learned how to turn on the puter) when it got dark I took more pills and went to bed.

Slowly, gradually for what seemed another life time I learned to spell, read and write. At first I had to use a dictionary for most of the words. Things aren't much better now. The words I think are not those I write/type.

Later I learned to wash my clothes, and make food to eat. Much later on I learned to drive but not far. I don't need to drag this on any further.

What hurts the most, I have a grown son who I don't know. When I see him in a photo I recognize him. I remember nothing of his childhood. I don't know the things he likes or dislikes. He married his school sweet heart 2 years ago. I didn't know her even though they have been friends since 8th grade.

I found pc purely by chance and have made friends here.

Sorry. This has become much too wordy. I apologize for taking your time.

kebs