I'm sorry to hear all that has happened to you. You MUST be stronger because of it all because you are still here. I've had 3 nervous breakdowns, and they really do suck and make you feel helpless. Hang in there, it will get better. I know cause we are on the same meds...LOL
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She comes on like a rose but everybody knows
You can look but you better not touch
Late at night while you're sleepin' poison ivy comes a'creepin'
Arou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ound
She's pretty as a daisy but look out man she's crazy
She'll really do you in
If you let her under your skin