I don't care about anything anymore, not my family not my friends not anything, I mean I still love them all but I just can't seem to care about anything at the moment. I spoke to a Pdoc on Thursday and I told him everthing thats going on in my life he is now refering me to a psychiatrist to get medication plus he still wants to see me as well, I just hope I can start caring again, my life has come to a complete stand still right now and it is the worst feeling ever, is it wrong not to care about anything at all or is it me thats the wrong one at the moment, I just wish it could all go away all these feeling of self hatred and loathing, what to do.