no sugar it has noghting to do with yo..

this has been budlign and growing over the last few months.. trust me.. I have posted a few other small post here and there.. but nothing big like this one..

THis one just is a bigger update and one that I think all should know so if I disapper for a few days no one will worry.. Cause sometiems I do that when I get really "scared" i sometiems crawl into a big bed and stay there fora few days..