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Originally Posted by del12
W Like that I hope she doesn't suffer and that she goes quickly. I feel like a terrible person that I think that way and I am scared to tell my T. I know my T wwill be supportive but I am worried that she will think I am a terrible person. I have never gone through anything like this and I love my mom and I don't want her togo. How can I find the guts to be honest with my T about how I feel?
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You are NOT a horrible person for thinking something like that. It means you're a compassionate person who doesn't want someone you love to suffer.
You may get more support also posting something along this line in Grief & Loss, not because you've lost her but because you ARE grieving. And you're entitled to your feelings and emotions, so don't be too hard on yourself.
Your T will NOT think you're horrible, I hope she's able to help you through this process. We all need support to deal with things, especially really hard topics like this. Please talk to her about this, you deserve the support.
I'm sorry about your mother.