''OKay, well Im doing this thing now with my friend, barely eating, taking diet supplements and only I puke cause she just can't, its like impossible for her and exercising EXESSSIVELY,''

OK I am going to sound really harsh here ....

First of all... you may have eating problems , but what the hek are you doing encouraging and competing with your 'friend' to also do this. I use the term 'friend' loosely because no friend would do that to each other. I find your post very concerning.

Anorexia kills. Slowly and painfully. Not only from malnutrition ... or dehydration ... heart failure or kidney problems. But from broken bones due to oesteoperosis , perhaps not just now... wait itll you are 30 ... get a broken bone, it can't heal... you get infection ... and die ?? U want that .. u want that for your friend??

You feel horrible for 'getting your friend back in to anorexia' ? Goodness i dont know what to say to this.

Please give your self a good shake and think what you are doing to yourself .. and your 'friend' . Anorexia is not a competition. Its not a choice like you make it out to be. Im sorry i sound harsh but this post struck a nerve