I take things a little personally when my perception is off and when you wrote "i am done" I took that as if you were done with me and that you were yelling at me.
I appreciate you explaining and the pm.
I wish I could wave a magic wind and take all our pains, insecurities, hurt, anger, sadness, confusion etc away.
There are several people right now on this site that I know are going through the same Hell I am going through.
Our spirits are weak and our mind is weary and our soul is partially dead.
When will relief come for us?
Do you think it will come?
I don't know if I can hold on.
And, right now, I am debating on whether to keep my appt on Tues. with my T.
ARGGGG...the struggles of my mind.