more bad news...

just so some of you know Missouri has been hit hard with Medicade cuts by our Sentor so that he does not have to raise Taxes.. I just found out that I have lost my dental insurance and my PT, and I am most likely going to lose it all Come November 1st when I get married because I will not be able to afford my spindown amount it may range in the $1200 dollar range.. like one of my friends is right at the moment..

This is something that scares the hell out of me because I will not be able to conitue my therapy nor will I be able to conitue my medication which one of them is for my Pre-dibetics so I do not become a dibetic and it is somethign I can not live with out and that med alone is $125.00 a month..
So hope and pray my Sentor here in MO. comes to his senses and re-opens medicade reform and stops all these cuts he is doing..

Right now, I can only see my T once a month if I am sucidal, and If I am not he has to call and get permission to let me in, my copays can be anywhere from $.50 up to 150 dollars a visit.. Money I do not have..

SO my stress level just went up when I got my mail today.. I knew about the dental, but not all this other stuff..

*dragon tears are falling heavely now****