I have been on a lot of meds for well over a year now. I have felt my depression get better. The way I feel now I am unclear about. I stayed in bed today until 12:00. I got up and sat in my recliner and this is as far as I have come. I have back pain right now, not horrid but enough to take a pill. I have laundry to fold, a blanket chest to refinish, cleaning to do. I also could be swimming or visiting with friends. I am in this chair with no desire to move. If I do move it might be back to bed. We have been a week without any kids, daughter is at camp doing counselor thing and she is the only one left. She comes home tomorrow. I also have a massive amount of paperwork to get caught up on and have not touched that. I could visit babies and get charged, but here I sit. Part of me thinks it's exhaustion. Someof the things I do everyday take a lot out of me. Maybe I am just resting. But I am worried that it is the depression. I want to just get up and start getting work done. Some weekends are very productive. This is not one of them. Am I depressed? Is it okay to be lazy? Should I force myself to go do something, anything?