There are alot of woman who abuse, you are not alone, I am sorry this happened to you. Just take your relationship nice and slow and you will know if it is right for you. It can be a scary thing, I know...and Im sorry she did that to you. Now that she has passed maybe you can move on and face those feeling and fears better now. Please take good care of yourself and keep us posted on how you are feeling....we are all here for you.

SIncerely,

Roxy