I wish I could say the same to my Dad....you did a good thing writing it out...I could never tell my Dad either...how I love him and how I hate him and hwo it hurts me. He justs pretends that it never happened, well just because it wasnt me he raped ...he is a rapist...and I cant forget that. Im glad you wrote out your feelings...you spoke for alot of people there.
Stay strong and take good care of yourself.

Sincerely,

Roxy