I'll call to see if she knows anyone else. You don't understand. NEVER again will I see anyone not on our insurance. There are a few others to call.

A former T emailed me something about hugs, because I asked if she knew anyone for me who would give a hug if needed. She said I have to get hugs elsewhere, that it is wrong to give hugs to anyone with BPD because of my blurred boundaries. This was the T I attached securely with. Sigh...Maybe she's right.