I don't want to keep the appt but I know it is not in my better judgement to cancel it.
I am just overly drained and feeling so worthless.
And, I think I expect too much at this point and time from people who can not deliver.
Why does this suck so bad and why do any of us have to go through any of this pain?
Is it punishment for my sins?
Is it an evil curse?
WTF is the reason?