You know the emotional pain you feel now, if you keep digging for dirt about him and his activities and continue to see him, that pain will get worse. He's hurting you so he can get laid. You deserve so much better. He is not even domesticated. There will always be someone to take the scraps mongrels leave behind, you do not have to be one of them. Make the decision to cut him off and let us help you through the grieving process. I betcha in 5 years he will still be sniffing for tidbits online because no decent woman would have him. My advice...stay with us through the grieving process, stay with us and blossom into the beatiful and loving woman that you are. We know how to give and receive love. Just keep posting.