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I rearrange everything all of the time. My t and I agree that I do this when I am internally out of control. This gives me external control (hence the itchy feeling that needs to be scratched). Once I get it all changed, I feel better. But as soon as I get upset internally again, I change my house again. Nothing is safe around here, closets, drawers, furniture, paintings, anything movable I move.
Mostly I do this when I am manic, btw.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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