i know you are struggling right now.. and for that I am so sorry..

I wish there were more I could do for you..
I am so sorry..

I am hoping your bad night does not tigger you too much.. and have you thougth about making a new therad to tell us about the Bad night so we can all talk about it..
or pming one of us to talk about it so maybe you can talk your way thourgh just the thoughts of it..

Just some options you know you have with all of us on here ok..

Keep us updateed when you can ok..

Hugs to you ok..

love and kisses...