Yeah, she's my first. I've never opened up to anyone like this, since I'm always afraid of how people will respond and she is the only one that gives me support and never reprimands me for the way I feel. I am just so attached, I can't believe she's leaving me.. She actually said when she made the decision to leave that she was thinking a lot about me since I am having such difficult issues right now and feeling so lonely. I just wish money wasn't an issue in my life for once.

I will try to convince my parents but it'll be tough. I feel terrible trying to convince them since I know they don't have money to give to a therapist. Such a Catch 22. I feel like my mom will make me feel guilty for making her pay for therapy too...she often makes me feel bad for things like this (big reason as to why I'm in therapy too).